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 How I feel? जैसे jaise, aap adulthood तक पहुंचते ho। धीरे-धीरे aap ko feel होने lagta hai ki aap sabhi se detached hone lage ho. Kisi ke प्रति Jo लगवा aap ko pehle hota tha voh dheere dheere kar ke khatam hone lagta hai. Not only for relatives, friends even family के प्रति bhi yahi feeling aane lag ti hai. Aap unko samjhate रहते ho, वो समझना chahte hi nahi. Conflict create होने lagta hai. Phir insaan ak dusre ko keval aapne need yah matlab के लिए use kar na suru karta hai.  Phir sabhi bolne lagte hai, sabhi matlabi ho gaye hai, kuch log matlabi bhi matlabi logo ke wajah से bante हैं। Jab Tak AAP matlabi rahoge, tabhi Tak AAP logon ke liye matlab ke rahoge 

 Understanding  किसी के kabhi dost hote hai, आगे ja kar wahi dost stranger ban jaate hai. इसमें koi नई baat nhi hai. Dosti में क्या important होता हैं -  Trust विश्वास Bonding साथ Similarity समानता  Craziness पागलपन  Caring प्यार करना Sharing बाते बताना क्या बस itna hi, yeh toh easy hai kyu? - Nhi dosti में scarific सबसे important चीज होती हैं।  Dosti भले hi trust, bonding, similarity, caring, sharing से शुरू हुआ हो। End Scarific पर ही होता हैं। Jaha ak dost dusre के लिए scarific करना ही छोड़ देता है। Chahe voh cheez Time ho, Money ho yah voh Khud ho.  Ak time के बाद उससे सारी cheez buri lagne lagti hai. usse lagne lagta hai ki jab koi uski care nhi karta toh voh kyu dusro ke liye Endlessly Efforts kar. Jaruri nhi dosti ऐसे ही khatam ho, Dosti khatam hone ke liye kuch cheeze hoti hai, joh dheere dheere dosti ke break hone ki wajah banti hai- बाते छुपाना Ignore karna दूसरे dosto से jyada bonding ban jaana Trust तोड़ना  हर baat पर problem होना, yah ...

 Psycho Joint Family  Aaj mein ( मैं ) kuch khud ki observation batati hu, tum log ke kabhi na kabhi kaam ayega hi. Agar tumhari Chachi yah Badi Mummy, tumhari Mummy ke aage peeche bohot aacha bolte yah act karte hai toh. Abhi se apni Mummy yah khud ke family members ko unn logo se dur rakhna suru kar do, mein aesa kyu bol rahe toh ho sakta unko yah toh tumhari Mummy se kuch baat niklwane hai. Baat chahe joh bhi ho 1. Family Secrets, jaise tumhare papa ne kabhi apna kaam kisi ke help se jaldi karwa liya ho. Toh unko opportunity mil jata ki voh bhi aap ki mummy ko manipulate kar ke apna kaam nikalwa le. 2. Financial Stability, jaise gold reserves, insurance, lands, flats and many more. 3. Jealousy, unn ko aap ki mummy se jalan ho. Toh woh pehle saari information gathered karne ke baad, thoda thoda aag lagana suru Karen. 4. Own Benefit, agar aap ke parents ka connection strong hoga toh unko bhi indirectly benefits milega. Example ke liye - Meri Chachi ko pata hai ki mujhe apne ...

Start Healing  Toh kuch mahino ke baad mein phir se kuch kaam karne ke liye thoda sa motivate 🛐Hui hu. Aaj maine 1 hr ki thodi si exercise ki, malum hai yeh itna bada baat nahi hai par mere liye toh hai na.  Mujhe mere body se dissatisfaction 😒feel hota hai, aesa nahi hai ki mein aapne aap se hi jhuth bolna suru kar du. Body Positivity ke naam par, mera body aese lagta hai ki mera sara khana mere waist mein jaa kar storage room ki tarah store hota jaa raha hai 😅.  Mujhe body Blackpink ki member JISOO ✨ ki tarah chahiye, face toh ozgetorer 😊ke aas paas aata hi hai. Tum logo ko lag raha hoga ki mein jhuth bol rahi hu, koi nhi lagne mein kya hai. Lagne mein toh pata nhi kaise Rashmika 😭 India ki crush hai, literally pata nahi Indian audience ki Budhi kaam nhi karti hai kya jaise Rashmika ki lipsing kaam nhi karti 🤐. Lagta hai ki kuch jyada maine Rashmika ko roast kar diya par sach bata rahe hu, iss bandi mein PR ka use karna kaafi aache se aata hai kabhi k-pop ke idol ...

 25/23 October ( Day 1) My ..... Kitna ajeeb lag raha hai ki Day 1 se hi main apni suffering ka roona dhoonda 🥺 roone beth gayi hu, Suffering ki baat aage karenge hi pehle mai khud ko introduce kar deti hu agar 1 person bhi mere kahani ko padhne ke liye apna itna precious time nikal raha hai toh thankyou, iss duniya mein waise bhi kisi ke paas itna time nahi rehta ki koi kisi ko bhi sunne.  So my stage name is Anna , mera real name ka nickname Anna ban😅 sakta hai. Iss hi wajah se maine apne blog ka bhi naam Anna se related rakha hai. Toh aage aur bhi baat jaaenge abhi maine iss blog ko issi liye chalu kiya hai jiss se mai apne emotions ko express kar saku. Jaise jaise time bitata ja raha hai kisi ke liye kisi ke paas samay nahi bacha hai, dusro ko kya hi bolna mere paas bhi samay nhi hai khud ke liye bhi.  Life sabh ke liye fairy tales nhi hoti, sabhi suffer karte hai duniya mein. Koi chilla chilla ke duniya ko bata ta hai, koi bas chup chap akele hi rol leta hai. Koi k...