25/25 October ( Day 3 )

 Psycho Joint Family 

Aaj mein ( मैं ) kuch khud ki observation batati hu, tum log ke kabhi na kabhi kaam ayega hi. Agar tumhari Chachi yah Badi Mummy, tumhari Mummy ke aage peeche bohot aacha bolte yah act karte hai toh. Abhi se apni Mummy yah khud ke family members ko unn logo se dur rakhna suru kar do, mein aesa kyu bol rahe toh ho sakta unko yah toh tumhari Mummy se kuch baat niklwane hai. Baat chahe joh bhi ho

1. Family Secrets, jaise tumhare papa ne kabhi apna kaam kisi ke help se jaldi karwa liya ho. Toh unko opportunity mil jata ki voh bhi aap ki mummy ko manipulate kar ke apna kaam nikalwa le.

2. Financial Stability, jaise gold reserves, insurance, lands, flats and many more.

3. Jealousy, unn ko aap ki mummy se jalan ho. Toh woh pehle saari information gathered karne ke baad, thoda thoda aag lagana suru Karen.

4. Own Benefit, agar aap ke parents ka connection strong hoga toh unko bhi indirectly benefits milega.

Example ke liye - Meri Chachi ko pata hai ki mujhe apne ghar ke alawa dusro ke ghar mein ja kar help offer karne ka aadat nhi hai toh voh mujhe nahi bolti koi bhi kaam karne ko. Even mere kaam ka majak bhi banati hai.

Wahi meri chhoti behen kaam karne ( cooking) mei kaafi aachi hai toh usko chachi kaam karne ke liye bhulati, agar by any chance meri behen ko nhi karna kaam tab voh ulta tana bhi maarti hai ki tum log sunnti nhi iss liye bulane ka mann nhi karta.

Ak baat batao Family bolne se Family nhi ban jaata, uss ke liye sacrifice karna padta hai, help karna padta hai. Jab meri mummy mere Nana ki death par Nana ke yaha gayi thi 5 din ke liye 2019 mei.

Uss samay mein, lag bhag 14- 15 saal ki thi, uss samay kisi ne help karne ka pretend bhi nhi kiya, 5 dino tak maine bhale hi bahut kharab khaana banaya tha. Mein khud hi khana banati, phir saara ghar ka kaam khatam karti raat ke 10 baje tak. 

Uss samay koi nhi help Kiya toh aaj help karne se kya milega mujhe, joh milna tha issi samay mil gaya.

Mujhe Chacha, Chachi, Dada, Dadi, Badke Papa, Mummy, yah tak unke baache aur unke partner's se bhi ab ajeeb si nafrat hone lagi hai.

Mujhe khude toy ki tarah dekhna, yah idiot samjh ke bully karna, agar tumne aawaz uthai toh tum a manhus ladki ho.

Isse kyu likh rahi hu malum nahi, shayad khud ko yeh yaad dilaa rahi hu. Ki koi baat nhi agar koi meri baat nhi sunne wala hai, par likhna toh atleast continue rakhungi.

Take care, Bye ✨